Not New Years Resolutions

I don't like the idea of New Years resolutions. It stems back to the idea of why put off until tomorrow when you could start today. However, since it is the end of the year, I have been reflecting, like most people. In my reflecting I came to the conclusion that my 2015 could have been so much better. Granted, it wasn't the worst year of my existence, but it did make me feel lonely, despite always having someone to talk to.

When I compare myself at the end of 2014 to the end of 2015 I am in two very different positions in my life. And I don't think the person I was at the end of 2014 would be very happy with the person I am now, at the end of 2015.

So because of that, I am breaking my own no New Years resolution promise. For my own peace of mind, I'm not calling these New Years resolutions. It is simply just the timing of when I had these realizations. Basically, I want the end of 2016 version of me to be happy with herself and what she has accomplished. So here are a few things I'd like to see myself do in order to set myself on the path I wish I was on by now. 

1. Eat better. Yes, I've already taken the plunge into vegetarianism, but there are still far healthier foods I could be consuming. 
2. Get out more in the form of walks. I love long walks and in 2015 I stopped for some reason. Take walks at least twice a week. Not only for your health, but also your mind. 
3. Create everything. Strive to make at least one short film a month, big or small. While you are at it, finish your novel as well. 
4. Find that job. I have struggled far too long now. It's time to buckle down and take on more (that you will actually get paid for). 
5. Take risks. This by far will be the most challenging. Stop playing life so safe and overthinking the consequences. Success lies at the end of your comfort zone, so never be comfortable. 

Nothing special, but still meaningful.

     Much Love,
              Elly

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